Have you ever forgotten your phone?
When did you realize youâd forgotten it? Iâm guessing you didnât just smack your forehead and exclaim âdamnâ apropos of nothing. The realization probably didnât dawn on you spontaneously. More likely, you reached for your phone, pawing open your pocket or handbag, and were momentarily confused by it not being there. Then you did a mental restep of the morningâs events.
Shit.
In my case, my phoneâs alarm woke me up as normal but I realized the battery was lower than I expected. It was a new phone and it had this annoying habit of leaving applications running that drain the battery overnight. So, I put it on to charge while I showered instead of into my bag like normal. It was a momentary slip from the routine but that was all it took. Once in the shower, my brain got back into âthe routineâ it follows every morning and that was it.
Forgotten.
This wasnât just me being clumsy, as I later researched, this is a recognized brain function. Your brain doesnât just work on one level, it works on many. Like, when youâre walking somewhere, you think about your destination and avoiding hazards, but you donât need to think about keeping your legs moving properly. If you did, the entire world would turn into one massive hilarious QWOP cosplay. I wasnât thinking about regulating my breathing, I was thinking whether I should grab a coffee on the drive to work (I did). I wasnât thinking about moving my breakfast through my intestines, I was wondering whether Iâd finish on time to pick up my daughter Emily from nursery after work or get stuck with another late fee. This is the thing; thereâs a level of your brain that just deals with routine, so that the rest of the brain can think about other things.
Think about it. Think about your last commute. What do you actually remember? Little, if anything, probably. Most common journeys blur into one, and recalling any one in particular is scientifically proven to be difficult. Do something often enough and it becomes routine. Keep doing it and it stops being processed by the thinking bit of the brain and gets relegated to a part of the brain dedicated to dealing with routine. Your brain keeps doing it, without you thinking about it. Soon, you think about your route to work as much as you do keeping your legs moving when you walk. As in, not at all.
Most people call it autopilot. But thereâs danger there. If you have a break in your routine, your ability to remember and account for the break is only as good as your ability to stop your brain going into routine mode. My ability to remember my phone being on the counter is only as reliable as my ability to stop my brain entering âmorning routine modeâ which would dictate that my phone is actually in my bag. But I didnât stop my brain entering routine mode. I got in the shower as normal. Routine started. Exception forgotten.
Autopilot engaged.
My brain was back in the routine. I showered, I shaved, the radio forecast amazing weather, I gave Emily her breakfast and loaded her into the car (she was so adorable that morning, she complained about the âbad sunâ in the morning blinding her, saying it stopped her having a little sleep on the way to nursery) and left. That was the routine. It didnât matter that my phone was on the counter, charging silently. My brain was in the routine and in the routine my phone was in my bag. This is why I forgot my phone. Not clumsiness. Not negligence. Nothing more my brain entering routine mode and over-writing the exception.
Autopilot engaged.
I left for work. Itâs a swelteringly hot day already. The bad sun had been burning since before my traitorously absent phone woke me. The steering wheel was burning hot to the touch when I sat down. I think I heard Emily shift over behind my driverâs seat to get out of the glare. But I got to work. Submitted the report. Attended the morning meeting. Itâs not until I took a quick coffee break and reached for my phone that the illusion shattered. I did a mental restep. I remembered the dying battery. I remembered putting it on to charge. I remembered leaving it there.
My phone was on the counter.
Autopilot disengaged.
Again, therein lies the danger. Until you have that moment, the moment you reach for your phone and shatter the illusion, that part of the brain is still in routine mode. It has no reason to question the facts of the routine; thatâs why itâs a routine. Attrition of repetition. Itâs not as if anyone could say âwhy didnât you remember your phone? Didnât it occur to you? How could you forget? You must be negligentâ; this is to miss the point. My brain was telling me the routine was completed as normal, despite the fact that it wasnât. It wasnât that I forgot my phone. According to my brain, according to the routine, my phone was in my bag. Why would I think to question it? Why would I check? Why would I suddenly remember, out of nowhere, that my phone was on the counter? My brain was wired into the routine and the routine was that my phone was in my bag.
The day continued to bake. The morning haze gave way to the relentless fever heat of the afternoon. Tarmac bubbled. The direct beams of heat threatened to crack the pavement. People swapped coffees for iced smoothies. Jackets discarded, sleeves rolled up, ties loosened, brows mopped. The parks slowly filled with sunbathers and BBQs. Window frames threatened to warp. The thermometer continued to swell. Thank fuck the offices were air-conditioned.
But, as ever, the furnace of the day gave way to a cooler evening. Another day, another dollar. Still cursing myself for forgetting my phone, I drove home. The day’s heat had baked the inside of the car, releasing a horrible smell from somewhere. When I arrived on the driveway, the stones crunching comfortingly under my tires, my wife greeted me at the door.
âWhereâs Emily?â
Fuck.
As if the phone wasnât bad enough. After everything, Iâd left Emily at the fucking nursery after all. I immediately sped back to the nursery. I got to the door and started practicing my excuses, wondering vainly if I could charm my way out of a late fee. I saw a piece of paper stuck to the door.
Due to vandalism overnight, please use side door. Today only.
Overnight? What? The door was fine this morni-
I froze. My knees shook.
Vandals. A change in the routine.
My phone was on the counter.
I hadnât been here this morning.
My phone was on the counter.
Iâd driven past because I was drinking my coffee. Iâd not dropped off Emily.
My phone was on the counter.
Sheâd moved her seat. I hadnât seen her in the mirror.
My phone was on the counter.
Sheâd fallen asleep out of the bad sun. She didnât speak when I drove past her nursery.
My phone was on the counter.
Sheâd changed the routine.
My phone was on the counter.
Sheâd changed the routine and Iâd forgotten to drop her off.
My phone was on the counter.
Nine hours. That car. That baking sun. No air. No water. No power. No help. That heat. A steering wheel too hot to touch.
That smell.
I walked to the car door. Numb. Shock.
I opened the door.
My phone was on the counter and my daughter was dead.
Autopilot disengaged.
Credit: Kevin Thomas (a.k.a. Skarjo) (Instagram ⢠Facebook ⢠Twitter ⢠Reddit)
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